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now | oldies | me | host | design i'm already anxious whenever i read a book, or watch a movie (i'm back to watching kim sam soon.. hahahah..) and the protagonist faces a "conflict", as we call it in fiction, i always ask myself what i would do if i faced the same situation. like there's no point worrying about something that's not in my control... like there's nothing you can do with the anxiety that surrounds you.. the agony of waiting for decisions to be made by (again) someone whom you have no control over... often times when the protagonist still worries, is still anxious or is still losing sleep over a particular conflict, i tell myself that it's such a waste of time to. until today. i was the recipient of an exciting, and definitely, great piece of news. something that only my family and close friends know about because i do not dare jinx it in case i am not the one. because only 10 will be selected. only 10. from a population of, oh, i don't know how many teachers... and i want it so bad. and it's only been 10 hours since i received the news. and i'm already worrying and am very anxious over something that is not in my control. to anybody reading this, as you know, i do not want to jinx it cos i want it so bad... just pray for me - all i'm asking... my thanks : ) and do wait for news...
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